xuanwei!

2010-02-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

http://apps.facebook.com/starhub-youth?rfkey=1554115668013023

2010-02-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

告诉了她，不知她会气吗,不知她会接受吗？

2010-01-20T11:09:00.002+08:00

exams are coming soon and i am still enjoying my HK drama .
oh gosh .
but those series of drama really nice . Click 入黄金屋，美丽高解像。currently watching 老友狗狗。
reach sch and when i walked to the lecture hall i realized that the lecture end already and i was lyk coming to sch for break and now go to sit here till 1 for another lesson . which is still so long la.
2 hours and 20 mins of break -.-

2010-01-09T16:07:00.001+08:00

about to finish watching 宫心计.
wonder did xian yang die not . haha
okies got to continue the show later.
going back to malaysia now.

2010-01-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

2009-12-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

Law Abiding Citizen

This movie is great !! killing =D

2009-12-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

最美丽的第七天.
this show is nice . it is showing on channel 55 at 10 .
nice nice show.

2009-12-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2009-12-23T20:23:00.001+08:00

Just finish watching 古灵精探B ..
nice show =DD
catching 幸福的抉擇 now .
okies gtg .
bye

2009-12-13T19:13:00.001+08:00

我好辛苦！
一直咳，又发高烧。39.5 degree
什么都吃不下，连喝水都很辛苦。
一直吐。

2009-12-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

MISSED

2009-12-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY LICENCE !!!!

Vroom Vroom Vroom .
YEAH!!!!

2009-12-03T02:37:00.001+08:00

再多十二个小时就要考了。
希望我能一次就及格了。
求天主保佑我吧=DD
slow and steady wins the race.
我明天就拼下心好好的考它把。

2009-12-02T01:24:00.007+08:00

两天

在多两天我就要考车了。
明天和后天是最后一次然我好好把那些还不什么会的学好。
求神拜佛，当天考我的考官没那么严肃了。
给我及格喔！

心里空虚虚的，有的时候都不知我想干嘛。
好烦人，真是烦人！

学校的测验也要到了D=，圣诞也要到了=D。

不知她回来了没有。
唉。。。。。

放假时我很想出国，谁要和我一块去呢？
云顶？香港？韩国=DD(很想但不够钱）>=(
好了我要睡了，咳，咳，咳。咳个不停，咳得我的肺好痛。

2009-11-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

在这家天呢，我回很忙。
读书完学车。
星期四我就要考车了，就在多这几天而已。
Reverse parking is a lot easier than parallel parking !
Practice parking this morning and tmr I'll be going into circuit as well as Tuesday , Wednesday and Thursday.
祝我能拿到我的驾照=D
圣诞节就可以出去了=D

2009-11-27T04:37:00.004+08:00

已经过了好久了。
答案真的很直接了。
我明白了。
摸一摸你自己的心，问一问自己，这样好玩吗？
戏弄人很爽吗？
难道你不会学会珍惜所有吗，不晓得这么样做一个明确的选择吗？
你可好但我却不好。

好听的话我不什么会，但只有那一颗真心的心。

2009-11-21T07:18:00.002+08:00

我好累!
看情况应该是没有机会了。
很不乐观！
话没说超过十句，也没有什么离我，总觉得就是在避开我就是了。
不知你现在在想什么，和谁在一起呢？
人生短短几十年，程你还有机会珍惜你爱的人还是好好的珍惜吧。
我们不知明日会发生什么事，何止明天，下一秒钟会发生什么你也不知。、
我呢，却没这个福分了想珍惜这一段感情但是我的另一半却有点象飘飘然的心不在焉是的。
很想知道你在想什么但你就是什么都埋在自己的心里。
从开始到现在你到底有爱过我吗？还是你只是把这段感情当儿戏？

我爱你！

2009-11-18T19:04:00.003+08:00

我爱你。但是不知你爱我吗？
难道是我想太多吗？

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔

我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们
不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

想太多 - 李玖哲

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们
不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
OH``
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

2009-11-18T01:18:00.001+08:00

我们还有机会吗？

2009-11-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

Moody Day

Today is not the day how i have predicted it to be like.
16/11/2009
I should be going out with my beloved sharon to Kittylab but den now ...

So when can you make up your mind ? Settle the things that you have with him?
What can i do now ? How long more do u need to be alone?
What's going on with me this year ,why is the relationships tend to be like this ?

Why ?I thought that you have already settle the things between the two of you ? I asked you that time you said that you did and have no contact with him again ?

What the hell is wrong ?
what have i done to deserve this ?

2009-11-14T04:06:00.002+08:00

Can our relationship dun be lyk this??
Why is it lyk tt..
I love you Sharon Tan .
can you tell me the truth ??
what are you thinking about ??
still cant forgot him?
i thought you have make it clear to him ?
why why why ????
There's so many why running through my mind now .
Why is it so ..

2009-11-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

What is actually going on ?
Have you really move on ?

2009-11-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS WRONG ???
What are you thinking about ??

2009-11-02T19:05:00.001+08:00

Have been falling sick lately.
another day of mc for me today . caught up with a flu .
AND !
I'm so bored to stay at home alone for so many days . no one to talk to and all i see is screens and walls . so boring !!
come back home !!

Guess what this is ??
haha my supervisor gave it to me while working on Halloween night.
haha

2009-09-28T03:47:00.002+08:00

Got back my results recently pass every single module and proceed to sem 2.
working everyday and there's no time for me to surf the net or wat so ever but watching drama every night till i fall asleep is my daily procedure.

Now i've fallen down from the long run .having headache , slight fever and bla bla bla.

gonna learn parking tmr . time passes.
just around 2 more months till my TP.

and the 7 weeks holiday is going to end soon.

nite

2009-08-21T16:54:00.006+08:00

Here the pic for national day

2009-08-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

Yawns ..
it's pouring outside so i didn't went to school to study today .
sian
going to prepare soon le it's going to 6 soon ,
gonna go out to study tgt le .

i want eat nyonya zhang !!!
ahhhh
yummy craving for it since last night and went online searching for it .
LOL

Found out my blood type and talk around about blood and dunno search for many websites related to blood .
haha

sadly ytd i step onto my lappy adapter while moving my lappy back to my room.
and so my sole bleeds apply 青草油 and a plaster .
but the blood still continues to bleed and so the whole plaster turns red .
bloody plaster.

2009-08-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

Watch orphan on tues .
woo shiok haha esther .
LOL
she's 33 years old but the appearance is just lyk a kid .

sleep sleep sleep and went late for the show .
lol too tired le

tmr gonna chiong and study finish at least 2 modules .
liang taught me DE just now, now i noe how to do le still need to revise it tmr and revise my math . den after tt den study my EC .

i want watch The Proposal !!!!

2009-08-17T04:10:00.002+08:00

Stayed over and study .
have our dinner . tian ji zou
walked to mcdonald and walk back
rest a while and study again
went for a sleep at 5 and call train to wake me up at 7 but i didn't so slept all the way till 12.
play poker disturb here n there.
lunch and i got a phone call
call back to work.

work.
get to noe a few of the new staff and i'll be going back to work nxt month yup .
nite

2009-08-14T10:32:00.003+08:00

Summary

august 9:went down to town with liang in the noon .

The whole town is all RED .haha

watched the NDP parade and have our dinner at marina square.

catch G.I Joe

august 10:went out catch another movie UP

crap and slack

the other days is just study and study tgt .

august 13:creativity and innovative exam

all the answers are given

august 14: math exam

gyming later

studying out tgt and staying over .

movie ?i dunno if still watching not.

I'm hunger for food now ,just finish my math exam .

Paper start at 8.30am and i reach at 8.50am

okies manage to finish the questions.

choose 6 questions out of 8 questions .

Done it .

pass all the module man!

gonna get some sleep later or else dun have the energy to stay out tonight to study le

woo hoo .

Final distination , The Proposal ,Where Got Ghost .

Lots of movies to catch .

haha

2009-08-13T10:08:00.001+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog .
Due to exam and stuff making me so lack of time .
haha
Going for exam le .
Bye
will post soon.

2009-08-08T19:28:00.001+08:00

Exam Exam Exam

2009-07-29T01:05:00.003+08:00

I'm late for my test today and i didn't manage to complete the test.
It's the final test for this module hope that i can pass this module and don't have to repeat it next semester.
Teacher please mark the assignments that you assign to us for grading.

Reached home at 10 plus and have my dinner and a bathe.
Rushed out of my house after taking money for my driving practical later this afternoon .

Currently just typing out on my phone and gonna post it when i reache liang house as i don't even have the time to use the com when i reach home .
I found out that while rushing out ,i forgotten about my pencil case that i took out and placed on my table while packing my bag just now .
Now i have no pen , pencils and calculator dunno how am i going to take my test later.
Oh Gosh!

Think by the time i reach liang house it should be probably 12 plus le bahx.
Jiayou chiong study !!
The last lap.

You too my friend you know who I'm talking about.
All the best!
We may not be together but we can still be friends.

2009-07-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

Rain Rain Come Again

Rain Rain and Rain from the morning till now.

I'm so cold .

Hope that wednesday wont be a rainy day .

Vroom

One month gonna pass since the days without you by my side .

It's so fast .

Haha

Yea ,I'm still fine .

More and more test coming up .Everyday is lyk revision and test .

After this week of school ,there is 1 week and 3 days of school more till the study break of one and a half week den it is the time where the deciding point of you passing the module a not.

OMG!!

Projects haven't finish

Haven't finish studying everything.

GOSH.

2009-07-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Waiting for the movie 2012 to be screen in cinema.

The trailer seems nice .haha

www.whowillsurvive2012.com

Went to Hougang Point today .

Met liang there and went off to find a place to study .

Found a void deck and actually we planned to study calculus math de but when we reach there we do our programming project instead of studying for math.

haha have a game of CS after we are stuck in programming .

hmm nth much oso .

haha

dinner

bla bla bla and bla

home .

just finish reading the news on the net.

yup

gonna sleep soon going school tmr morning .

Two more days !!woohoo

2009-07-26T00:59:00.005+08:00

Harry Potter

went to sim lim tower today and get the components for our PCB project.
PCB (Printed Circuit Board) haha it may sound wrong .
yup
haha
waited for liang and i window shop finish sim lim square and sim lim tower by the time he reach here.
get it and we went for our lunch.
BEEF STEAK!!
woo both of us have beef steak
I got myself a medium well and liang got himself a well done.
yummy.
its nice with the taste of the blood.
oops i sound as if i'm a vampire.
haha but it's really nice.
yea.

Following that we decided to go to NLB to study and up the escalators we go till we reaches level 9 as all the lockers is used up.
and when we found a locker the security say tt paper work is not allowed !
o.O ahhhh
and we are at there WTF we go up till so high and now have to go all the way down.
Find ourself a void deck nearby and study there and the HDB is style the first unit start at the 6th floor and below that is all shop houses and we dunno where the lift is at so climb up the staris to level 5 as the void deck is at level 5.
so tiring.
study and study till 6 plus and decided to catch a movie.
Iluma here we goes.
and deciding on which show to watch Harry Potter and the full blood prince haha ok half blood lol or the Fighting.
In the end watch Harry Potter.
ok the show is quite nice but the ending is not compare to the previous ones.

went to the arcade and play racing car hmm forgotten wat tt called le .
Ferrari ??
lol.
Dinner and den home.

LIANG !!!
nvr take photo both forgot bout it uh.

ytd was the first time i slept so early around 8pm i went to lala land le feel so nice sleeping for such long hours.haa.
Going for mass tmr morning and meet liang to study again.

kinda miss her.nah it's useless she doesn't haha.
forget it.

2009-07-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired !

Could it be night time every moment just want to catch a good sleep.

more and more things going to be dued

exam is coming too everything is coming.

A month more it'll be semester 2 it is so fast.

fly baby fly.

=.=

6 more days.

Good night .

Getting a good sleep tonight.

2009-07-20T01:30:00.005+08:00

Pool day?

Two person called me out for pool today .
huimei msged me for pool first den folllowed by tutu.
so went for pool lo .
den huimei sae want talk to me
ok
so it is bout the ipod.
Seriously the Ipod u talk to my sis .u oso sae le mahx u will settle it with my sis.
Tell me oso no use.

But wat u sae today is really unfair.
Ya the ipod is i lend it to you,and u r holding on to it and it is ur responsibility to it.
now u r telling me tt i lend u the ipod n u lost it i have to hold the responsibility too.
ya it is not mine but den it is u who lost it leh .
u lost other ppl thing is of cuz u pay for it mahx regardless of it is my or i lend it from others.
it is just lyk u lost other ppl thing u just pay for it n not calling the person who lend it to u to pay for it oso.if i borrow smth from u n it is not urs it is my responsibility n it is not urs i will pay for it myself and not saying that u lend it to me so u need to pay oso as u r the one who lend it to me .it is totally wrong to do so .
u hold a great responsibility when u borrow stuff from ppl u should take good care of the item and watever tt happen it is under ur responsibility.
i trusted u that y i will lend it to u ,i noe u dun wish to lost it too.
u sae tt ppl lost ur thing as long as they pay u back it is ok.
so now u lost it u pay back mahx y is it tt now i need to pay for wat u lost oso.
it doesnt matter tt who it belongs to .

I'm saying this not to spoil our friendship or wat.
I value the friendship that we have.
I oso dun want to talk to u everytime by quarreling or wat i just want it to be how it was lyk today.

2009-07-19T14:55:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Bro.

I'm rushing with project project and project now.
Never ending de projects.
Wire wrapping can be say as done only left speaker and battery.
Programming Guessing Game still a long long way to go .stuck at the code.
Creative and innovation haven touch any of it yet.

Still need to study for the lab test.
alot of things
ahh
I'm going crazy.

Went over to liang place today to do the project
and liang called me to help him take out his RAM as he want to clean the RAM.
take out and clean and put in.
1st time the com can start
2nd time TEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
3rd time TEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
4th time TEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! again
stunt looking at each other hoh hoh DEAD!
after tt take out the RAM again den it came alive.

Went over to cine after eating with liang to meet my bros.
reach there after a while gene reach with de long (dunno if it is correct not)
chit-chat and went to long john to eat.
talk about cars and everything.
den i realise that for the driving the school will have the student to start practical once they pass their btt .no wonder when gene said tt wanqi is now at practical and her birthday is later den me by a month i stunt.
den i realise tt she havent took her ftt.
yup
talk and talk and talk while waiting for hong,eve,dennis and cheryl.
went pool after tt .
and bt the time we pool hong birthday already end le haha.
play till 1 plus and went off with gene and de long.
de long drove us home with his jazz

We agreed earlier on to play dota when we reach home.
As hong was still at cine so we have a game ourself first.
the 3 of us (liang,gene and me) play first den after the game hong is back and liang went to slp.
and the worst thing is tt
we never have a proper game all the way till 8am.
either is hong DC or gene DC
all the game all play halfway de everything form halfway need to restart le.

To Be Continued....

2009-07-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

If we are still together.

4 more hours to 17th and it'll be the 4th month.
It can't be clebrated anymore no surprise for each other
no more gifts
no longer our happy day.
will there be the day i'm awaiting for ?
will there ?
where is the promises ?

when
when
??????????????????????????
I love you , do you love me ?

2009-07-16T00:37:00.005+08:00

昨天放学后，
土，豪，宏和我，
我们四人一起在SAFRA打桌球。
After playing we went to east view primary there and slack talking craps and drinking and this went on till 11 pm.
Reached home and used te lappy for a while and there i goes .
KO!
haha

Didn't attend the math lecture today as it was pouring outside .
Mama slept in my room with me and wake me up at 10.30am to for the next lecture.
Was really tired that i feel like sleeping all the way through.
I wish i could .
haha
4 more weeks to exam
oh gosh it seems lyk a speeding car that moves so fast.

Went to gym together with tu in school.
hmmm was so troublesome no sticker = no entry -.-
so we went back to the auditorium to take our temperature .
one is at the extreme north and one was at the centre of the school.
>.<
I turned jelly after working out for hours. can't push up the weight by myself . school gym was rather small and every equipment is squeeze together although there is still some space left in between it is still nah not good. okies it's sleeping time .

Hasta La Vista Baby.
I'll be back!
Nights.

2009-07-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

Stop ignoring me will you ?
Come back to me once again ?
I miss you!
I Love you!

2009-07-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

Do me a favour.
Click on the HTC ads .
Thanks =D

2009-07-14T13:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO!=DD

Have my FTT test this morning

AND

PASSED

LOL

yea=)

Applied fot my PDL(Provisional Driving License) and got a instructor already.

Hmmm

starting to have my first practical lesson on the 29th

and it will cost a bomb .

oh my

ok I'm going for my break now.Damn hungry.

cya

2009-07-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

Didn't score quite well for my math.=(
But among us i still score the most.
It's time for us to buck up already.
which we said that during math lecture today.
haha
chiong for this 5 weeks and enjoy for the next 6 weeks
and den slack and chiong again for the next semester.
haha
kinda lyk slack and chiong might as well chiong all the way.
haha

Paid my fullest attention during math lecture today
without the disturbance of phone , lappy and stuff.
BUT
Ben was at there keep disturbing liang and me as he was damn bored and the two of us was lyk listening and doing the math questions.

school end early today
went to T1 and CS with hao.
meet fish,debbie,small small,tai,yong and his gf there
went for dinner together and slack and talk lots of craps.
haha
LOL!!
Missed gym today and gather tgt with my bros and slack around

Today my whole body muscles ache after yesterday game of basketball as i did 20 over push up and pull up.
haha
Fun a good way to buff myself up

ok I'm going to sleep le
Having my FTT test early tomorrow morning need to catch a good sleep and pass it tomorrow and move on to practical and TP.
yea
All the best!=D

i miss you loads!

2009-07-12T14:19:00.001+08:00

Church

A familar place where I've not been to for quite some time .

I mean for the mass.

The feeling is great =D

Indeed there's quite alot

Yes alot.

ok i'm getting some sleep now i;m damn tired.

Going for a game of basketball later with Pearlyn's brother.

Someone whom I've hurt so badly due to my retain.

内疚=(

2009-07-12T11:02:00.002+08:00

I'll be back later.Preparing to go to church now .
Still thinking if i wanna have a hair cut after church not.
hmmm.
See ya.

回到我身边好吗？回到我的怀里吧。
我爱你！
不管别人说什么就是要和你在一起。

2009-07-11T16:08:00.004+08:00

PASSED

Wake up early in the morning for my FTT.
Was so sleepy till i cant open my eyes n cant think of anything.
and i sleep at the driving centre for 1 hour instead of studying,
11 strike and i went for my test.
And And
I Pass my FTT
!

Feifei ,i miss you.

2009-07-11T01:44:00.004+08:00

Yawns getting really tired .
My back hurts alot.
Think hurt my back while gyming and exercising these days.

The Last test is down but there's only 5 more weeks left till the main exam !!
And it's gonna be holiday again.
Real fast!
Desiree and her friend taught me DE ,EC and calculus just now
understand much better now and i found myself a tutor.
haha
wonderful i'm gonna ask u alot of things le
be prepared for it.
i am still having lots of ? in this 3 modules.

okies i'm going off le .
still have FTT tomorrow morning.

这都是报应吗？我所要承担的惩罚吗？
我好累，我真的好累！
我不知道为什么。

2009-07-10T01:08:00.008+08:00

Finale ?

Went for medical checkup today.
1st station -urine test
2nd station - blood test
3rd station - hearing test
4th station - eye test
5th station - x-ray
6th station - height and weight
7th station - body checkup

我被抽去了 3 tubes of 血!!
damn alot of blood oh my .
haha
now there a swell and blue black at my vein there.
it hurts when i move my elbow.
ouch！
>.<

okies i'm turning in le.very tired haven't sleep for the wholle day just to go meet her at 7.
nite nite everyone.

The Haunting In Connecticut

2009-07-08T15:43:00.003+08:00

Coming Back?

10 days just past in a split seconds.
Studying for my tests all these while
Two test end and left with the last paper on friday .
Rushed finish the project yesterday night and get to sleep at 7.08Am this morning.

Thoughts run through my mind for days wondering what will it really be.
i miss you.
but it seems useless ,
The relationship is of great value to me so what bout her?
I don't know D:

Is it worth it?
I can say that it's worth it
My heart has already been captured by her
what she is thinking i might not know
but
what i'm thinking i know it.

Continuous nights having the same dream
will what i dreamt of really happen ?
I hope so.
I really hope so .

Dreams ?
Dreamless nights is all i can say that i have in the past years.
Only till now i then have a dream after years of dreamless nights.

2009-07-04T01:37:00.003+08:00

Every Picture Has A Story Behind It.

All this is the past.
The past which i wish it could be the present.
I am seriously in love with you.

2009-07-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

Calculas Math u sucks!!

It's never like that when you are with me.
Have you ever post anything saying you miss me on your blog ?
a post which is entirely about me ?
personal message saying that you miss me ,text you?
NOPE .

sad?
aren't you suppose to be happy now ?
aren't i be the one who is sad?

2009-07-02T23:29:00.005+08:00

The e-learning week is going to be over.
Lots n Lots of homework ,projects and quiz for this whole week.
went back to school today and have 2 projects and 2 e-quiz done .
2 programming with lots n lots of codes making me so blur thanks with the help of my lecturer.
Actually returning our stuffs back to each other but i dunno where's huimei.
Think she should be sleeping bahx.having "O"Level oral tomorrow plus she is not feeling well.
Jiayou Believe In Yourself You CAN DO IT!
still rmb wat i taught you last time.
well get back from you tomorrow or when bahx.

Got to buck up le few more days to my common test and i still not really confidnt with it..
chiong ah Liang lets chiong .
we must finish everything that have been taught for the pass 2 months plus during this few days.

Not really feeling well the past few days.
It's lyk WTF i cant eat ...
just a little portion(my little portion) i cant even finish it now not even half of it.
Why Why Greedy Justin Fei Fei can't finish his food .

Study Study Study and Study .
That's all i can do now ,there's nothing else for me to do now.
Walking down the lonely road by myself .
Without the company of her .
Everything has changed
The Past where we use to have?
Will it be happening again?
Will the day come true ?
When will it be?

The Sims 3 that you want to play .
I've got it .
It's too late?
Maybe next time den.

Medical checkup on next wednesday
FTT e-trial on next satrday
FTT on the following tuesday
and
a day where we use to celebrate on the following friday
.
.
.

2009-07-01T00:31:00.014+08:00

陈宣玮起身了！

back home ..
can say that i'm feeling better but den i'm actually not.yup
there too much in me already sometime i just feel lyk fcuk y there is so much things being kept in me.
what the person told sis is correct .i kept all the problems to myself .dunno is that i dunno how to say it out or tt people might get sick of it maybe i dunno i just know that i wish to sae everything out and get a answer for everything.
i feel that my heart is taking a dumbbell which is so heavy that makes me so 辛苦。
i dunno how.
i may have choosen the answer but i cant just cant dunno y.
我好累。

符慧美
hush okies don't cry .
i know how you feel now.
honestly the time when we are together .i can feel alot of thing from you just that i dun want to say it out only .i can just decode your feelings .

tell me when you are prepared to start afresh
and not
trapped in the past!

2009-06-30T01:21:00.005+08:00

went to gym today with junhao ,liang and junxian..
gym gym gym and gym
after went to take my charger from b.
just cant change the way i'm calling u .
haix
i'm really very confuse now wat should i do ??
aren't we friends now ?friends cant talk with you ?
i can say the truth out , i love you alot alot and want u to come back to my side one day..
really waiting for this and there more in me now.
haix =(
i have drop in my weight.haven have a proper meal since saturday.
i'm damn hurt right now .can you be my baby again?

the ipod need to get back soon that is a gift to jon's sis from jon's father so it has a value to her .not that dun wan to wait till end of year when u work is tt if can i sure will help u one mahx.try tell your mama first den pay her back when u work ?

you know how i treated you and so you should know that i have already help you out inwhatever i could,i can do everything for you but u oso must noe sometime got hings that i cant do too.
when then will you realise what i have done for you all this while is just for your own good .
i know you still have feelings for him .and i want you to really forget and give up totally on him that why .if not now u with me u oso not happy .u oso wont blog much about us and if u really love me you wont care wat others think bout rmb that is what you told me too .
我失去过，更珍惜拥有。谢谢你的决定，做我一辈子的天使：）等下一个天亮，去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗。哈！我已深深的被你和你给的爱给着迷了。我会做你心里完美的女人。我爱你，不管别人说什么就是要和你在一起：）

I Simple Just Love You lots.i will hold on to you.just like a child loving his teddy bear.
I've put too much or maybe all my love into this relationship or maybe i dunno how to put it in a way that you could feel my love for you.

2009-06-29T16:19:00.003+08:00

I'm missing you damn lots now.
I've not seen her for 16 hours already.guess now it is also quite difficult for me to see her or hear her cute voice of hers ,receive her sweet loving msg ,having dinner/lunch/breakfast with her ,hold the little hand of hers which like to pinch me alot and hugging her and kissing her,the smell of ur hair .
yesterday is the last day that i hugged her and kissed her..
think it will be a long way down the road till the day i can do all this together with her again .
dun even know when will that be 1 month ,2 months ,3 months ,1 year or 2 years.
Really looking forward to the day when you will return to my side when you are really convince and being together with me having nth else in your mind and heart .
How i treated you ,you should know it the best .
my door is always open for you and i really want that day to come .
for you i'll do all my very best that i could to give you .
My love for you will always be there till you return to me okies.
you have any problems that you wan to share you can just find me i'll always be your listner ear and help you out.

I have been with you for One Hundred And Twenty Four days although it is 说长不长说短不短。
但是我的心已经全部快乐你，装满了你没有人可以进入我的心。
在我不在你身边时记得多喝水！我对你说过的你的口水会告诉你。

记得我等着你回来！！
我爱你，我的符瘦瘦！！

2009-06-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

Its over !
Everything come to an end.
The time i have with you is memorable=D I Love It lots .
I LOVE YOU FOO HUI MEI !!
When you are convince already i'll welcome you back with my lovely hugs and kisses.
For this period of time i will do the things i told you and of cause wait for ya return.

I LOVE YOU

2009-06-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

study at T2 today haha ..
study study for common test omg
y still got common test haha
this whole week is for studying and studying .

oh my i didn't know that a dog is calling other dogs ?
-.-"

2009-06-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

yes baby is back in singapore..
she is too tired to find me right now have to wait till tmr den can see my baby=(
havent catch a sight of her for 3 days le.
she told me tt tmr going out with prico dunno go where tmr hmmm can go where haha i dunno .
tmr morning i'll be having my basic theory test trial .which means i have to wake up early and go out tgt with dad le ..yawns ..
i feel lyk i have graduated already and dun have to study anymore..
since after i finish o havent touch or read anything for months and now have to study i feel very strange and i cant really get anything into my head ..
how i want a hug from u right now .
i miss you dear.

2009-06-18T02:24:00.003+08:00

sleep sleep and sleep till it is reaching 2pm.
wake up and stone there hoping my dear girl will be right beside me watching over me and giving me a sweet kiss .but sadly baby is still at genting .=(
come back and lets celebrate our day at home.haha pok ah now LOL

studied with liang at his house just now hmmm didnt study much as i was having a running nose since i was at expo till his house and it nvr stop till the moment i reach home just now.
received a call from baby ,i was jumping in joy when she called me haha
yup she's still having fun at genting but unfortunately those idiots room cleaner or watever there sucks ..sadly the ipod was stolen =( now i dunno how to tell jon bout it as it was his sis's ipod yup so let see how den.. i dunno .
haha

nvm baby dun worry bout it as long as you are safe anything else doesn't matters.
may god punish the one who steal the ipod , want an ipod go and buy it with ur hard earn money why steal ..brainless freaks steal from others you think you will cherish the things tt you "own"
imagine i stole ur ipod from you how do you feel.

i'm waiting for my baby to come back now she will be reaching at around ermmm 9 plus 10 tmr bahx yup ..
poor baby is now at the police station taking down statement now .wonder what the police they can do if they really can nab the thief and get back the ipod i will worship them for once they catch a thief and retrieve back the stolen stuffs.

I LOVE YOU DEAR!

20 hours more till your return=D

2009-06-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH MY LOVE !!=DD
一转眼we have been together for 3 months already times pass so fast and although the time is fast but the times that we spent together is sweet and loving ..
you have make me fall in love with u so deep deep deep deep deep deep ..=D
i would want to spent all my time with you it will soon be the 4th month baby.
hmm baby i'm waiting for my work in progress present too wor hehe..
muackies..
With Love:Xuan Xuan Fei Fei.

2009-06-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Baby went to genting early this morning ..
i'm gonna miss you for 3 days ..OMG!!
haha but nvm as she msg me this morning telling me to take care of myself and she will find me on the 18th when she come back from genting..
wooo!!
haha
had bbq with class mates today at east coast park and the bbq was lyk omg..
thay must thanks me cause i'm there todo so many things or the bbq is gone..
Firstly having a bbq without a fire starter -.- act cute sia dunno how they want to bbq.
Secondly dun have a brush for the margarine -.- again
Thirdly there is no metal wiring for the bbq. -.-
Fourth
Fifth
Sixth
so on there a lot of things ..
the wind today is so cooling and strong so shiok ..
that it is so hard to start a fire and we got all the people to stand behind me to block the wind ..after long long long time we finally got a fire starter to get on fire and cover it up with charcoal but after a while it is blown off by the strong wind..LOL!!
from 6 start to start the fire but then we only get to bbq only when it is around 7 tried every way to get the fire to start and liang took the aluminium to cover the fire and let it burn till the charcoal gets red ..haha
pictures let me get from rose first bahx.. haha

2009-06-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY !!

Today is my baby birthday and she is so happy about it as she is already waiting for it since so long and now she is fnally 16 haha..

you are older one more year..old le old le haha joking =D

you are still younger den me my darling .

baked a cake for her and it took quite a few hours haha..

hope that you will like it baby=D

went out together with prico ming liand rayson to have our lunch at sketches which is at bugis junction..

rayson cooked for us wor and it is his off day tt day haha

thanks for your help or else my baby birthday wont go off so smoothly..

nice food we love it gonna go over some day to have the pasta again

hehe

ben came over after our lunch and we went for sheesha at arab st ..

hmm ok it is quite nice i mean the smell la ..

still prefer ciggarettes it is much more better den sheesha-ing..

haha baby love it a lot as she is occupying the sheesha ..

Baby your birthday next year will be much more better than this haha so is the following years and the rest of our life .

I Love You!Muacks :O

2009-05-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Family Day

went out with family today..went to the expo but there are too many ppl so we went to plaza singpura for a while as jon want to repair his lappy ..

so we walk and walk for an hour plus ..

after that headed to takashimaya as we have a whole lots of voucher to spent so we went shopping but i went off halfway and meet my baby and princess see i'm so good call u princess.

after that me and baby went to taka as mama call and ask me want buy anything not den i was thinking so eventually i go buy la why not and after that everyone was so tired after shopping for so many hours and having big and small bags of paper bag with them.

haha

get myself a new pair of shoe and went to have our dinner at lavender.

BABY ALL THE BEST FOR UR "O"S CHINESE TOMORROW MAY GOD BLESS YOU !!MUACKS

I LOVE YOU!♥

2009-05-31T02:21:00.002+08:00

I have think through carfully .after spending such a long time.
from now onwards i will be very motivated ..
i will study hard as i know how my family and huimei want me to be like ...
i will study hard from now on and not to be a lazy bum who doesn't want to do anything any more.
i will show you all my results that what you all have given me is not a waste ..
my parents ,my sis and jon have guide me and help me for my life and i dun want to waste their effort of reminding me times and times of wat i should and wat i should not do ..
and of cause my baby girl huimei i know that today i have over reacted and i have blown up a number of times i understand you .. i know you care about me and you love me lots .
you only miss the past of cause sometimes i did too but i know that for now you are the one whom i love most and care bout the most..so from now on we shall study together and strive for your "O"s and even for my diploma and our future..you can tell me anything in your heart i will help you out and i will do that too..
Baby i love you alot seriously ..i know till now you still cant fully let go f him i will give you time i wont force you as i know now the one you love most is me Justin Tan Xuan Wei ..
we shall go through thick and thin together from now on..
this is what you have been asking me always why i love you.
now i will answer you.
firstly i love your personality secondly i love the way of how you treat your friends and infact everything bout you..
at the start i want to be with you is because that i have already fallen for you since when i am still in school and i try ways to get to know you better but i still cant get to know much and i never talk to you as at that time i have her. you know that i have told you bout it .only till the time i am willing to let go i den talk to you as i dun wan to hurt you ..baby don't worry i know that you still cant let go but we can still be the same as i believe you will let go soon.you may say that it is unfair to me but i dun mind bout it as i know that the one whom you care more now is me .. it is just a matter of time no matter what you are still the huimei that i love ..theres no need to have any quarrel or whate so ever that will affect our relationship right .
don't give up on me okay be with me till the end of time like what you have told me..
muacks i love you girl.

2009-05-23T15:22:00.006+08:00

ESCAPE!!

went to escape today with my baby , prico and ben ...
hmmm we should meet at 10 at downtown but we are late haha..
play around and catch a movie
Night At The Meseum 2

2009-05-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

Korea (Teddy Bear Meseum ,Everland,Nami Island and etc)

2009-05-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd Month!

2009-05-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd month baby
I LOVE YOU =D
Stay with me forever okies..
muacks

2009-05-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

going sleep le after fillin up the application form..
tmr need to wake up damn early to go down to SFCC..
having a briefing and interview tmr..
omg my hair is damn short slope..
haha
nvm it time to regrow my hair too ..
it a new start so everything shall start a fresh
haha
baby i have shouted at u today and i know it my fault ..
sorry hehe i noe my baby very good de.
i love you lots...
i cant wait for the day when we are getting married and have a child of our own
haha
sill got 8 to 10 years bahx
haha
hope our 4D tt we buy just know will tio and it will be so great..
haha lets pray for it man ...
pictures for my birthday go to my baby blog and see bahx lazy to blog haha

2009-05-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

yo everybody i'm back !!
haha
went to chalet last friday cuz my sis lasxt minute book one and call us to go and she went to jon house instead of staying over ..
cuz jon told her tt last time when they was at chalet which is the room above got something strange happened tt y she went off and leaving the two of us at the chalet ...
haha eat play watch tv and sleep
haha
yea 3 more days to a big big day ...
i'm so happy gonna play till mad le haha ...
i love it man ...
thanx baby for pei-ing me this few days when no one is at home..
and jiayou for your exam do well for all ur sub and you better pass ur chinese ..
i don't care...

going to work tmr as there is a event tmr so got to go help out lo...
remy cointreau party hmmm...
sounds nice think i got to drink tmr le ..hahah
ok i'm going off now to meet my baby now ...
she is starving now got nth to eat and was waiting for me for dinner ....
bye ppl ...
i'll be back again soon...

2009-04-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 25th Birthday to sis! : )