I have think through carfully .after spending such a long time.
from now onwards i will be very motivated ..
i will study hard as i know how my family and huimei want me to be like ...
i will study hard from now on and not to be a lazy bum who doesn't want to do anything any more.
i will show you all my results that what you all have given me is not a waste ..
my parents ,my sis and jon have guide me and help me for my life and i dun want to waste their effort of reminding me times and times of wat i should and wat i should not do ..
and of cause my baby girl huimei i know that today i have over reacted and i have blown up a number of times i understand you .. i know you care about me and you love me lots .
you only miss the past of cause sometimes i did too but i know that for now you are the one whom i love most and care bout the most..so from now on we shall study together and strive for your "O"s and even for my diploma and our future..you can tell me anything in your heart i will help you out and i will do that too..
Baby i love you alot seriously ..i know till now you still cant fully let go f him i will give you time i wont force you as i know now the one you love most is me Justin Tan Xuan Wei ..
we shall go through thick and thin together from now on..
this is what you have been asking me always why i love you.
now i will answer you.
firstly i love your personality secondly i love the way of how you treat your friends and infact everything bout you..
at the start i want to be with you is because that i have already fallen for you since when i am still in school and i try ways to get to know you better but i still cant get to know much and i never talk to you as at that time i have her. you know that i have told you bout it .only till the time i am willing to let go i den talk to you as i dun wan to hurt you ..baby don't worry i know that you still cant let go but we can still be the same as i believe you will let go soon.you may say that it is unfair to me but i dun mind bout it as i know that the one whom you care more now is me .. it is just a matter of time no matter what you are still the huimei that i love ..theres no need to have any quarrel or whate so ever that will affect our relationship right .
don't give up on me okay be with me till the end of time like what you have told me..
muacks i love you girl.